With our new series "Wise Living" I have been realizing once again that how wonderful the book of proverbs is. I remember I used to read one chapter every single day...seriously every single day. But now, I guess I am so lazy to that. One of the practical suggestions that Pastor Seth made last week was "spending time in reflection."
Actually I have been journaling pretty consistently in this summer. Just jotting down my feelings and lessons everyday really has been helping me to motivate myself more to be better and consistent in all the things that I do. So today, I just sat down and put on some good music, reading over my past stories and feelings that I have been writing. One thing caught me so powerfully was I have been writing so much stuff about people or myself around people - my parents, small group, church people, frontline... I came to realize that I really appreciate their presence in my life and I really love being around with people, listening to their stories and sharing our goals, problems and everyday stories....
Recently, as I have been going through lots of thought about my calling, future, major, and other things....I have been really convicted to know that my passion is people. I really gain power when I am actively interacting with people I value.
I really believe that God has been putting some genuine desire for me to be sensitive and concern for other people's needs. Also, I would want to ensure that people's lives and hearts are going well.
It has been so easy to go through a spiritual lull as many things are slowing down in the summer.
but, once when I meet the people and feel their passion and energy, I think I become a different person.
I am going home on Aug 12. I cannot wait to go home honestly...seriously. Maybe I am getting sick of this city little bit (hahaha)...but I am really praying that I will still be faithful and passionate with people, sg, ministry teams until the date I am leaving. Staying here for the entire summer may not have been the best idea but I don't think God put me here for no reason.
One positive thing for sure is that I will have a different mindset when I start new school year.