set of direction

These days, different circumstances tend to rock my world. I think I need a time to breathe deeply knowing that the Creator and Sustainer of all things is involved in my daily life.

I have recently started to pray for my calling. I feel like I am just going through everyday to go to classes, study, go to life group, simply following my schedule. I am not really running hard to reach certain goals or future plans. I have been sensing this urge to have a set of direction in my life.

A good thing is that God has been showing me little signs or hints.

1) Do my best.
God reminded me something so important today through my old journal that I wrote back in high school - what God wants from me is to do my best and stay faithful in any circumstances. God is going to unexpectedly open doors for me.

2) Be active in seeking.
I don't know what my specific destiny will be, but another thing God spoke to me; the only ones among us who will be really happy are those who have sought and found how to serve.

I have to make so many important decisions in this month. Through this decision making process, I hope to learn how to be more sensitive to the Holy spirit and truly be able to listen to him. And as I remember God's faithfulness in the past and trust in God's promises for the future. May I live powerfully by faith in the present moment....... [!] hopefully.